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    April 30

    Sleepless in Seattle

     
    Just reviewed this old Movie, one of my favorites.
    I cannot help writing down the conversation between Dr. Marcia Fieldstone and Sam.
     
    M: People who truly loved once are far more likely to love again.
          Sam, do you think there's someone out there you could love as much as your wife?
    Sam: Well, Dr.MarciaFieldstone, that's hard to imagine.
    M: Then what you are going to do?
    Sam: Well, I'm going to get out of bed every morning...breathe in and out all day long.
    Then after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed in the morning and breathe in and out. And then after a while I won't have to think about how...I had it great and perfect for a while.
    M: Sam, tell me what was so special about your wife?
    Sam: Well, how long is your program?Oh, well, it was a...it was a million tiny little things.When you added them all up, it just meant we were 
    supposed to be together. And I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her.It was like coming home...only to know home I'd ever known.I was just taking her hand...to help her out of a car...and I knew it,,, it was like...Magic.
           
    Deeply moved every time I watched it...But suddenly,
    I just felt a hint between this movie and the Book I read  lastest <Message in a Bottle>...
           Women will more likely be crazy about this kind of magic, no matter Anna or Theresa, they cannot help themselves to trace, to find out how this unknown figure it really is. The same Magic link is, when they finally find out what the man looks like, they aren't disappointed of the truth,,,
           But different ending.
           So, maybe the most magic hint is our attitude to face this magic coming.
    February 08

    Shall We Dance

           
             Why people get married?
             Because we need a witness to our life.
             There's millions people on the planet, but what does anyone's life really mean?
             In your marriage, keep promising to take care all of it, the good things, bad things, terrible things...
             All of it, all the time, every day.
             You say, 'your life will not going to be not noticed,
             Because I will notice it,  your life will not be no witness.
             Because I will be you witness.'
     
             Shall we dance, shall we dance, just turn around, around,,,like the first time....
                                                                     -----Just to dance on hearing the music, even no one admiring...
    January 06

    《伤城》

           
             全世界倒数,迎接2007年的零点零一分,
             我懒散的躺在床上,看着无聊的电视,
             一切,又都应该是全新的开始,
             属于我自己的2007年。
     
             忙碌,感冒,MSN因为地震不能上,
             断了,与太平洋彼岸所有的联系。
     
             虽然所有的一切不是我想象中的样子,
             可我却仍旧麻木的生存其中,
     
             刚从实验室拖着疲惫归来。
             被老师批了,实验就是要熟能生巧,
             许久懈怠的手指便也忘了做实验该有的感觉。
             好在,我深知我不是个学术人,
             因为耐不住这份寂寞,
             因为不能早上八点到晚上十点,
             每日重复生活在同一个地方,
     
             突然觉得,能够每天坚持做一件相同的事的人,
             我是对他们怀着崇拜的。
             发觉我是个没有长性的人,
             发觉我每天等待着改变是我唯一每天坚持的信念。
     
             抽空断断续续看了《伤城》,没有特别大的感触,
             徐静蕾实在没有什么出彩的表现,
             也许是因为是两个男人的戏。
             预见那男子会举枪自杀的结局,
             ,,,
              每个人心中都有一座伤城,
              只是,那座城池,就如沉没大西洋的亚特兰蒂斯,
              静静地躺在深海底就好,
              不去碰触,仍旧能生活,
              若想要将其拖出海底,便是绝境了。。。
    December 26

    第十次看《一个陌生女人的来信》

     
                迟来的圣诞晚会,缺乏舞台经验的我舞步凌乱,却依旧给我莫大的满足感。
                千里之外的声音,音响嘈杂,我听不到。。。
                耳边萦绕Rumba的音乐I do, I do, I do cherish you, in the rest of my lifetime.
                舞伴玩笑说这是他以后婚礼上要放的音乐,我说不适合Rumba,
                因为Rumba暧昧,也注定是离情,可是我,就是钟情于它,在所有的拉丁舞中。
               
                喧闹结束,一个人回到寝室,第十次,打开《一个陌生女人的来信》,
                每次不知道要说什么,不知道要做什么的时候,总是打开这部电影,我钟爱于它。
                看过原著,却不得不说,徐静蕾演绎得更有血有肉,
                因为在她身上,可以看到那个女人的灵魂。
                你的声音有一种神秘的力量,让我无法抗拒,
                经过十几年的变迁,依然没变。
                只要你叫我,我就是在坟墓里也会涌出一股力量,
                站起来,跟着你走,
                我念念不忘的词, 因为那是我以为的爱情的定义。
                或者,已经无法用爱来定义的力量,在她瘦弱的身躯下翻滚,
                让我震撼,让我感动,没有一次,可以锁住泪水。
                只是,这个女人的爱情,是她一个人的事,所以痛苦。
                每一次看完,都会有不同的体会,每次都是不一样的自己在看。
                唯有眼泪依旧。为她流的泪,,,
              
    December 19

    云水谣

     
            自嘲很久没有落泪了,却因为一部电影泪如雨下。        
            徐若萱是我喜欢的女孩的类型,演技不俗,
            关于爱情的等待和等待的爱情,
            在那样的年代,任凭相爱的力量也无法逾越,
            等待,在等待中度过一生,因为永远碰不到答案,
            所以继续等待,只是,当答案揭晓的那一刻,
            王碧云那千里之外无声的撕吼,似乎把活着的力量都泄出了,
            毕竟,陈秋水背弃了他们等待的诺言,
            即使他那么绝望,那么无奈,
            他还是选择了与改名的王金娣结婚,
            那是一种无法表达的痛苦感觉,
            庆幸自己没有生在那样的年代,
            却也深知,同样无法拥有那样坚贞的等待,
            他们是一体的,共存的,,,
            只是,当等待注定无果的时候,是云,还是水,,,
           
    November 04

    如果爱

     每个人都想明白
    谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
    特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
    心动埋怨还有不能释怀
    都是因为你触碰了爱
    如果这就是爱
    再转身就该勇敢留下来
    就算受伤就算流泪
    都是生命里温柔灌溉
      哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
    困惑的心流过的泪
    还有数不清黑夜等待
    如果这就是爱
    如果你当时明白
    后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀
    特别在夜深人静时想起未来
    是否能平静不会想现在
    只是因为你拥有了爱
    如果这就是爱
    再转身就该勇敢留下来
    就算受伤
    就算流泪
    都是生命里温柔灌溉
    哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
    困惑的心
    流过的泪
    还有数不清黑夜等待
    如果这就是爱

    September 14

    Shakespeare In Love

     
    London 1593,
    In the glory days of the Elizabethan theatre,two playhouses were fighting it out for writers and audiences.
    North of the city was the Curtain Theartre, home to England's most famous actor, Richard Burbagc.
    Across the river was the competition, built by Philip Henslowe,
    a businessman with a cash flow problem...The Rose.
    Then, all originated there, in a little poky theatre...
     
    No love, no aspiration for the poet. It was believed all the time.
    The true love which u will never hold in ur hand, that's where the tragedy came from.
    I do will to believe that love story happened on Shakespeare,
    or else how can this grave of lossing lover hit his heart.
    It would never be a fancy unless the true life we involved in ensouled us love.
    July 08

    The Phantom of The Opera

    Say you'll share with me one love, one life time
    Lead me,save me from my solitude
    Say you want me with u,,,beside u
    Anywhere u go let me go too.
    That's all I ask of u...

    No more talk of darkness,
    Forget these wide-eyed fears.
    I’m here,
    nothing can harm you -
    my words will warm and calm you.


    Let me be your freedom,
    let daylight dry your tears.
    I’m here,
    with you, beside you,
    to guard you
    and to guide you . . .


    Say the word
    and I will follow you . . .
    Share each day with me, each night, each morning . . .
    Say you love me . . .
    You know I do . . .

    June 18

    The Pretender

    Life is a gift。。。
     
    难得fan一部电视剧到如此境地的,,,考试前一天还偷偷看。
    Prison Break也非常赞,,,
    这两个帅哥加在一起就是我心目中的完美男人叻,,,
    估计世上也没有。。。
     
    考完试继续fan,现在先开个头。。。
     
    May 10

    夜半歌声

    一辈子失去了你
    夜的精灵遗忘爱的咒语
    相爱的人从此两分离
    是命运对有情人不曾怜惜
    风月惹不起?

    你任我憔悴
    我任你枯萎
    怎么也无法将天意挽回
    你为我落泪
    更令我伤悲
    放不开刻骨铭心的滋味

    绵绵不断的相思化成
    这一刻的心碎
    甜蜜往事
    段段回忆
    只能在梦中寻找和回味

    黑夜之中请你打开心扉
    等待着我痴情的跟随

    若命运对有情人不愿怜惜
    让爱来相陪

    倘若天意注定要你我分离
    让爱永相陪
     
    终于鼓起勇气看完,泪湿一包纸巾,,,
     
    May 07

    Good Will Hunting

    Sean:
    I ask you about love, you'll probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable……known someone that could level you with her eyes……feelin' like God put an angel on earth just for you……who could rescue you from the depths of hell……and you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel……to have that love for her, be there forever…through anything… 
    You don't know about real loss……'cause that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself.I doubt you've ever dared to love anybody that much.
     
     
    _________________________________________________
     
    I like this guy from he act in the <DEAD POET>
    I sitll remember :'Oh Caption, my Caption!'
    May 06

    The butterfly effect

    You can never play God,,,
     
    A small change u made can only lead into more and more unexpected changes,
    You can never control,,,
     
    But, can we miss our whole life 'cause a small mistake?
     
     
    _________________________________________________________________________________
     
    It has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing
    can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world.
     
                                                                                             ------Chaos Theory
     
    April 30

    美丽心灵之永恒阳光

    Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind.
     
    和《美丽心灵》一点关系都没有的好片。喜剧之王Jim Carrey 和 铁达尼号的女主角Kate Winsley 主演,
    讲的就是两个遭受失恋痛苦的人决定各自把痛苦记忆抹去,结果最终仍旧走在一起,,,
     
    情节多有离奇,但若真有如此科技我想定会有人去尝试,但是否,人们之间的感情,会更加淡漠和不负责任?因为随时,我可以选择记住谁,忘记谁,,,
     
    但,往往,相互吸引的两个人,即使忘记,也仍旧有着致命的吸引力,
    那是一种蛊惑的味道,无论何时何地,无论过了多少时间,都不会消失,
     
    记忆无法抹去,正如没有皱纹的祖母是这般可怕。
    April 24

    胭脂扣

     
    誓言幻作烟云字  负情是你的名字   只盼相依                祈求在那天重遇
    费尽千般心思     错付千般相思      那管见尽遗憾世事    诉尽千般相思
    情象火灼般热     情象水向东逝去   渐老芳华                祈望不再辜负我
    怎烧一生一世     痴心枉倾注         爱火未减人面变异    痴心的关注
    延续不容易        愿那天未曾遇                             

    人被爱留住
    问哪天会重遇
    April 22

    Crash

    That's the world, full of crashes made by crashers,
    and we will never know who will crash into our fields the coming second.
    Just prepared for the crash and prepare to crash.
     
    The truth is we should never lose the contacts with others.
    And, the crash is always needed, even expected...
    To tear our cocoons...to touch, to feel, to smell, to fly...
    February 28

    <Weather Man>

    Nicolas Cage,
    I was impressed of this man when I first saw him in <City of Angels>.
    He broke the image of Angel in my mind and well established a perfact appearance in my heart.
    <Lord of War> is also my favorite. And again, this film. He is the whole film.
     
    I don't know why there is always a feeling of depression when I was absorbed in his part.
    It maybe the wrinkling of brow on his face that  oppress me always,,,like somebody, a little kind.
    Then, suddenly, an inspirition light my mind the moment I was enjoying the film...
     
    Noreen, from now on, it is my English name and ends the pieriods calling me baobao.
    So everyone please call me Noreen when you meet me next time.
    And actually, no one will understand why I choose it in one second, that's a secret.
     
     
    February 23

    <FORREST GUMP>

    LIFE IS A BOX OF CHOCOLATES,
    U NEVER KNOW WHAT U ARE GOING TO GET,,,
    _________________________________________
     
    February 21

    <BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN>


    有些牵强的男男之爱,想要表现的那种‘深爱’,却在电影中那么有气无力,,,
    也许世俗,也许舆论,总是会有太多现实的理由,,,
    想到第一本看的BL小说,,,
    <绝爱>——
    那么狂野,激烈的爱,只会毁了彼此的爱,,,
    因为绝望,才那么不顾一切地爱到绝望,,,
    曾经边翻小说边泪流不止,灼痛,,,
    只是此时此刻,
    我已无法承受如此这般激烈的爱情,,,
    也许我也老了,
    但爱其实那么简单,,,
    陪伴,陪伴,,陪伴,,,
    February 10

    <GHOST>

    HOW CAN THE WORLD BE WHEN I CANNOT EVEN TOUCH U,,,
     
    Oh, my love, my darling,
    I've hungered for your touch a long, lonely time,
    Time goes by so slowly and time can do so much.
    Are you still mine?
    I need your love, I need your love,
    God speed your love to me.
    Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea,
    To the open arms of the sea
    Lonely rivers sigh,"wait for me, wait for me"
    'I'll be coming home, wait for me!'
    Are you still mine?
    I need your love, I need your love,
    God speed your love to me.
    __________________________________________________
     
    Flower asks Fruit,'Dear fruit, where are u?'
    And Fruit answers, 'Oh, my Flower, I'm in your heart...always.'
     
    February 09

    《肖生克的救赎》

    <SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION>....
    HOPE IS A GOOD THING
    MAYBE IS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD...
    GET BUSY LIVING OR GET BUSY DYING,
    I FIND I'M SO EXCITED THAT I CAN BARELY HOLD STILL MY THOUGHTS
    I THINK IT IS THE EXCITMENT THAT A FREE MAN CAN FEEL
    A FREE MAN THAT STARTS  HIS LONG JOURNEY, WHOSE CONCLUSION IS UNCERTAIN
    I HOPE MEET MY FRIEND AND SHAKE HIS HANDS
    I HOPE THE PACIFIC IS AS BLUE AS MY DREAMS
    I HOPE,,,
     
    My soliloquy——
    I get busy living runing after my hope,,,
    A beam of light in the stygian abysm,,,
    I run, and run and run,,,my hope is there,,,
    But why it is always out of my reach...